weak stomachs don't read

well it's not gruesome or anything but i was in my last hour of work and started to feel like i was going to puke don't gasp yet i didn't puke at work. it got worse on the way home so i stopped and got some drink thinking it would help i think it made it worse the whole way home i had the air on full blast trying my hardest not to puke on myself or my car. well i pulled up the the stop sign on maple street and i just barely had the car in the driveway and opened the door when it started flowing! so there is cheeto puke in our driveway sorry mom and dad. i still had the car in drive and everything! well i sat there puking out my door for a few mins. then i went inside i feel better now i think i just got to tired and hot at work. i figured that as soon as i puked i'd feel better i'm going to sit on the chair for awhile and since i got home so early i'm gonna take a shower and stuff and set up the sewing machine but wait till like 5 to sew it in case i wake anyone up. well i'm very excited to go to the festival i mean seriously excited!!!!! sorry i'll stop now. ciao!

here goes.

well here goes... hope my dya goes ok. i lied last night about the 1 pound cus i actually lost another pound bringing the total to 18 pounds. i'm tired!!! oh well. see ya'll after work!

relief

well i can let out half a sigh of relief because i part of my costume done, i was up till about 7 pinning it all together not to mention i didn't have a plan or pattern so that takes even longer! i'm still not 100% on the shirt but i geuss we'll see it as we go.... i'm sure a lot of you all thought that i wouldn't get it pinned, and man i wish i hadn't procrastinated. i worked till about 4 this morning and i need to go to bed soon cus i go in an hour early on fridays so hopefully i'll get out in time to take a shower, sew my outfit, maybe steal a few zz's on the couch and then get up for the ren festival i know i won't be able to sleep in anticipation there is only 1 thing i want and that is a GIANT henna tattoo on my arm i never could get it cus of subway but now i can. hopefully i have enough money. haha. well i know mom had study last night with theresa i wonder how it went. i wish i could be there, but oh well. i gained back 1 pound:( you know i can't tell that i've lost anyweight, i don't know if it's cus i am kinda swollen or something from standing for long time then laying down for a long time. i'm going to bed!!!!

something different??

i feel like i write the same thing over and over again on this thing.
i feel like i write the same thing over and over again on this thing.
gotcha! haha that was funny and you know it! well anyways i just got outta the shower it was SO nice! i'm getting ready to pin my outfit together in order to sew it i swear when i get home friday night/saturday morning i'm gonna be sewing the stupid thing!! haha, but i SWEAR if it kills me i'm gonna have a costume this time, i didn't bother to get one or sew one last year cus i thought i was to fat , well not anymore! to me it's not as fun without a costume speaking of fat..... where is mine going?? i lost another 5 pounds bringing my total to drumroll pls......... 17 pounds mia! i'm so excited and i just can't hide it! come on sing it with me now!! i'm so excited that i just can't hide it... ok no ones singing.. awkward pause... anyways i better quite procrastinating (sp?) good night all i'll be here all week!!
ps: HAPPY B-DAY DADDY!!!!!!

agg

agg it's almost wednesday and i still haven't sewed my costume i'm just soo tired that i don't get up till an hour before i have to leave for work i have to get up early one day though so i can sew my outfit and clean the bathroom. oh well i've been thinking about my tattoo and i know mom really wants me to get it fixed and i do to i just never had the money and it was hard to do with subway and everything but in a couple of checks i think i'm going to go to madtown ink and get it fixed. who knows? had an hour and a half of overtime tonight. we didn't get a last break either i was soo aggravated. oh well we got outta there 15 mins quicker. well i'm going to bed night!

way to early

it's way to early for mom and dad to be up i don't know how they do it! anyways i just got home not that long ago. so i just wanted to write a quick one. ciao! oh yeah, my feet didn't hurt as bad cus i double up on the socks! haha and i had to work overtime. now ciao!

was excited

well i was so excited to start my new job, but now i hate it. so i know i'm not gonna be there for a long long time. it's up in the air i have to stay there until at least after december. but i'm thinking that mayb e i should stay till i get all my bills paid off. like my 6,000 massage school loan, my 500 card, my 300 card and my citi card, and try to pay off the rest of my car, i'll be satisfied though if i could pay off all my cards and my loan. if i get a little bit of a bigger check i should be able to pay off my 300 card this next check and then i'll have all my bills for the month paid so i could pay off my 500 card next check. i'm just so frustrated by work. i like haveing the weekends off but. it's just such hard work. the biggest thing is my feet hurting. i don't know if it's just something to get used to or what. anyways i better go get dressed for work and then i'm gonna get the sewing machine out. although i don't really wanna sew anything until i know for sure we won't have to work saturday, we should be ok. i mean we usually get done in about 10 or 11 hours everyday so unless we have an abnormal amount or something things should be ok. i have so been looking forward to the ren festival. i might be a grouch cus i won't have very much sleep but i think i'm learning to go with less. i've gotta call an schedule another therapy appointment. i need it really bad!!! i hate going a week without and it's been a while since i last went there . ok ciao!