well

well, when matt and jackie knew they were going to japan, i was planning to go visit them, well, i just don't have the vacation time to do that, so i heard amanda saying she has the time and she would love to go but they can't afford it cus they just got a new house and all, well i was thinking and so i decided to pay for her to go i mean i work hard and i want to be able to share my money, and i know she's happy cus she really misses them, i miss them to and would love to go see them but i couldn't, the situation reminded me of the ladies advance that i wanted to go but didn't have the money and grandma wanted to go but it was to far away and so she paid for me to go. and i'll never forget that and so i am trying to pay it forward so to speak.. i'm ready to get all my stuff paid off cus gas is sooooooo ridiculus! i'm gonna have to just buckle down and get it done already. i'm trying my hardest to resist the urge to cut all my hair off, because it is so hot in the plant and it's not even summer yet. it was miserable in there today. but i love my hair and i don't wanna chop it off i just need to figure out how to keep it outta my face and off my neck. mom got me these aqua cool things like hankies that you soak in water and put in the fridge and wear them on your neck to keep cool i geuss they last a couple days before you have to soak them again, i feel sooooo bad for ashley though because she's like i dunno5 or 6 months pregnant and i know shes miserable, if i'm miserable then she is. i'm going to put a direct line into the front office complaining that we arent allowed water bottles on our line. that's ridiculus! well i better go to bed now ciao!

monday blues

yeah i know it's over now but i so had the monday blues, didn't want to go to work! i slept all weekend and so i lost my weekend. sometimes i hate working 2 nd shift, cus everyone still expects me to get up on saturdays and go and run and do stuff, but i just can't do it every weekend. i miss seeing people, but there is no way i'm going to day shift no thank you! haha. well i've got laundry going and so i'm gonna attempt to find food, i don't know what i'll come up with since i haven't gone to the store in like 2 weeks... haha, well ciao!

what day is it??

well, i'm all outta whack, i went shopping today and got like no sleep well i came home and went to bed and woke up at 8 and was like oh no did i sleep through church what day is it?? i hate when i don't do my normal routine cus then i'm all outta whck. well g2g. ciao!

up at the crack of dawn..

yep that's me it's only 1:30 and i've beenup and showered for a half hour., which is like the crack of dawn for me. we always go in an hour early on friday and get out an hour early. i hate fridays, for that reason. not a lot to saly except it's hot hot hot in the plant yesterday was so dreadful. it was all stuffy and hot. but anyways... well i gotta pack my overnight bag i'm staying with beth tonight and we are going shopping in the morning, which means hardly no sleep tonight,. but it's ok. well ciao!

super quick

well i know it's been awhile and yet suprisingly nothing is new, i've been super super busy! it's crazy. just kinda an update on how i'm doing, well i've had a uti for almost 2 weeks i'm going to see the nurse at work to see if she can write me a prescription but i've been taking craneberry and echinecha and goldenseal and at first it didn't help but i can tell a difference now, well i am running behind i've gotta clean the bathroom before mom wrings my neck! haha. and go to the bank and then it's off to work for another wonderful day in the neighborhood..... not. haha. i love my job, i love my job, i love my job. actually i'm lucky cus theres a few fun people on my line, it's so horrid if no one else is talking and stuff, but my line a couple of us sing and stuff so we make it fun well pip is annoying me with his incessant whining so time for him to go potty~ ciao!

you are the wind beneath my wings...

this is a shoutout to my mom! the most awesome person in the world. this is one of my favorite poems, for you mom:

i carry your heart with me by E. E. Cummings
i carry your heart with me(i carry it inmy heart)i am never without it(anywherei go you go,my dear; and whatever is doneby only me is your doing,my darling)i fearno fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i wantno world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)and it's you are whatever a moon has always meantand whatever a sun will always sing is youhere is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the budand the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which growshigher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars aparti carry your heart(i carry it in my heart

wll

well just a quickie, we got rid of betty off my line yaya!!!! we were given a mexican guy in her place but he is funny and a hard worker unlike her. haha. finnally have all my credit cards paid off. soo happy abnout that! whoo! just 2 more things to pay off and then i'm good! well me,mom,and sis are still debating on going to fla this july but i think we tottally should. i need a vaca and i know they do to. it'll be good bonding time, plus it'll give me an excuse to go on a plane since i've never flown gonna be weird specially since i'll be by myself. ahh! but it's cool. i'm at the point in my life that i can do things like that which is totally weird cus last year i wouldve laughed in your face at the thought. i love my independence though, since it's been forever no scratch that i've never had my independence nothing about my parents, cus that's not the issue it was always me and how i could never do anything alone, i would break into a sweat and get nervous and shaky just going into walmart by myself. now it's nothing! less than nothing in fact. well i just think it's time to go to bed.ciao!