my date

well i soo cannot wait for my date tommorow!! ahh! yeah you read that right. who is it? oh let's see tease you or don't tease you?? hmm... einie meinie minie mo...... haha yes it's true i have a date tommorow at cracker barrel for breakfast it's going to be me and my book! haha got you didn't i?? had you going for a minute there don't lie!!!! but no really i plan on taking a nice hot bath in a few minutes and then throwing on my pjs and hitting the couch i don't wanna sleep all day like last week so i figure that this way i'll get up with everyone else. or die trying haha. i'm gonna get up and clean the bathroom and then clean out my car who knows what all is in there?!?! then go to cracker barrel for a nice pecan pancake breakfast with myself and judy bloom my book author. i've been reading it during lunch at work. then sunday we are hopefully going to see resident evil!!! yes!! can't wait to see it! sometime tommorow though i have to get started on my ren festival costume. it won't take long though it's very and i mean very simple! just material and elastic not fooling with zippers,buttons or grommets! oh in case ya'll were wondering i did weld tonight. at least i operated a self welder it was super scary!!!!! i was afraid to stick my hand in there! but i had to. well it's about 4:30 am so i geuss i'll go kill and hour in the tub. ciao!!

zombie

this is what i feel like: a zombie. i got home about 4:30 5 ish. then i don't know what time i went to bed but i had to get back up at 2 and now i have to leave in 10 mins. we have to go in an hour early on fridays. now i know for a fact chris's job is easier than mine. i watched him last night and itt was apparent. haha. tonight i think they are putting me on the other end of my line to weld during like 3 different parts. not sure. but they talked aboutit last night i don't wanna. ok g2 go to stinky work now. thanks everyone for all the comments they really help.

oh yeah

oh yeah i forgot in case you all were wondering in the weight dept. i gained 2 of the 11 pounds back over the weekend but this morning i weighed in at haveing lost the 2 pounds and an extra pound bringing my total weight loss to 12 pounds for a week and a half. i'd say that's good. that just shows that i work hard, i found out yesterday that they stuck me on one of the hardest lines in the area. and that i'll probly never get moved. if i'm not mistaken chris's job is easier than mine not fair. and mindys is to. soo not fair. oh well. i was moving quick last night trying to get done in time. ok now i really gotta go. ciao again!

remember

well last night on my way home the song "remember me" came on and i just started bawling. i feel so lonely without grandma i mean everything reminds me of her. my feet still hurt this morning just not as bad as last night. we had less parts so we got outta there at 2. it would've been 1:30 but we have to run like 6 parts for day shift so it's pretty annoying and we have to clean our line. they were going around last night looking for voluteers for overtime on a different line.they asked ashley first then when she said no they asked me i said no thank you and when they were gone i laughed!! haha. i want outa there as quick as possible. haha. well gotta go to walmart. ciao oh yeah last night when i got to work i made it all the way to the door and realized that i forgot my safety glasses so i had to turn around and walk all the way back not cool! well i ran into mindy for the first time so it was cool

ok

ok well i wouldn't hate my job so much if my stupid feet would stop hurting i can handle anything hurting that can be fixed with advil but i just don't know how to help it and i don't think that an insert is going to help but i'm gonna go get one tommorow and try it. ok i grossed 183.75 more than subway for just one week and only with 2 hours of overtime. i'll have a really good check next time cus so far this week alone i have in almost 6 hours of overtime. and i feel it to. uhh. any suggestions as far as my feet go?? i welcome anything. at my lunch i make it a point to get to a chair and take off my shoes and scratch the bottoms on the side of my steel toes which helps . i have this foot massage thing i use everynight and then i sit on my bed and massage them for 10 mins after that. then i go to bed and when i wake up they still hurt! i'm so frustrated cus it hurts so bad it makes me cry.

well

well i hate my job, with a passion, i'll love my checks though, they put me on a tough line, my feet hurt soo bad it makes me wanna cry thats the main reason for the hate of the job, that and all the overtime but it would'nt be so bad if my feet didn't hurt from the moment i get up to i don't know if they ever stop hurting. it's like it hurts so bad it itches. i have to massage each foot for 10 mins when i get home to lessen the pain. i'm just frustrated that's all. i goota go i need gas. ciao

i think that it is just like a heat rash.

try again

well i'm trying this again cus i posted a long post yesterday but when i hit publish post there was an error and it wouldn't let me. but anywho. i'm TIRED mom ya'll know what i'm talking about, we had to run 1556 ish parts last night and we were being audited and since your only supposed to have 2 work in progress we were standing around a lot. it was frustrating so we didn't get outta there till almost4 am. and by the time i got home mom and dad were up getting there day started. that is crazy my feet hurt so bad by the time i got home i had to waddle hahaha. and i have a huge rash on my leg. i took a pic of it so i'm gonna attempt to load it on here. it was unbearably hot in the plant yesterday i hope it's not to bad today. i'm frustrated we have to go to this meeting after first break and i don't know how long it's going to take it's something for united way wanting donations. but the longer we are in there the more time we have to stay over. and i don't want another 2.5 hours of overtime tonight. so i'm gonna kick it into gear!! they just keep adding the amount of parts needed like last nights number they added 100 more than usual. i'm getting the hang of the different parts and how to change out the machine. we do 8 different parts so it makes for more time when u have to stop and change the machine plates and the parts. oh well i geuss i better go it's raining so i don't know if that'll slow me down getting to work or not. ciao!

yay!

well i made it through orientation. barely made it out without my eyelids and feet dragging. even my butt hurts. haha crazy! lets see i worked 2 hours of overtime thursday night cus one of our machines brokedown on our line. wait that might've happened on wednesday i dunno! this is why i have to update everyday. but i'm really tired and stuff and i just wanna sit in my chair and watch frasier and home improvment reruns. so good night all!!!

more

well i know it's crazy that i'm able to update my blog almost twice a day but i make time for it and it's the only thing i have time for, pip woke me up this morning whining and scratching at my door then he followed me to the bathroom and laid by the door. i think he misses me. it's so sad! well i'm starting to get adjusted i was going to work some overtime last night but the way things workout out is that i have nothing to do for the last 15 mins of my shift because at 9:15 the line goes to lunch, and i would have to take another lunch to stay over and it just doesn't work out. oh my goodness we got soooo far behind last night because one of our machines broke down and they had to call maintenace(sp)? we were still able to keep moving just at a very slow speed (so not complaining about that :) ) haha. well, i know they had to work overtime last night just don't know how much. one of the mexican grls turned off our fan and i was like sweating to death! i mean stench and all!! we finally turned it back on because it was getting hot but the grl wore a long sleeved sweater and she got cold! who gets cold in a factory???????? not me. well i cannot wait till friday only 1 more day cus this week i'm pretty sure i don't have to work saturday. at least i hope that it is voluntary. i'm still at the same weight now, so not as dramatic a loss as the first 2 days. i can tell to. thanks for the encouraging words everyone! gotta go
~ ciao~

checked

well i checked it this morning and it says down 2 more pounds, pip woke me up barking at the garbage truck this morning he was about to die. haha i just yelled at him to be quiet well not to long after that i hear these scratches and whining he was at my door whining it's really deppressing me that i havne't seen either mom or dad, i was hoping to get home in time last night to see dad and pip even if only for a second. it's weird going from seeing them everyday to only on weekends. stinks. oh well i need to leave for work. i got to get some mountain dew for energy during the 4 hours of talking time, we get to see gross pics of accidents. bleh. i have been so nauseaus anyways i don't need any help in that area. i didn't thro up last night though. welp ciao!

just uhh

haha, i just got home from my second day i finnally know where my line is and the exit door. that being said, it takes me a good 15 mins to walk from my line to my car i swear it's gotta be a mile! i saw chris today if the line he was on is his usual line then he is right across the way from me. it's nice to see a familiar non mexican face. hhaa. theres one guy that won't leave me alone and it kinda creeps me out. another thing is that it's dangerous to walk out to my car myself i have to park in the very back. i had a little more energy tonight than last night. my acting team leader was mad i didn't stay and work overtime, and i was gonna but everyone i've talked to said don't cause you'll have to work overtime the next week. and my line is short handed i geuss they just got rid of the advisor and team leader not that long ago so there is mainly a bunch of new people on my line. i do the same 2 machines for like the first 2 and a half hours than for the remainder i do 3 well normally only 3 but tonight i had to do 4 enter sad face but to tired to try to do it.the metal stuff itches!! well i'm going to sleep. thank goodness and i checked this morning and i lost 9 pounds yeah you read right i'll see what it is in the morning. oh and great news all the holidays we have off are paid!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!ok i really need to go to bed now. ciao!

uhhhhhhhhhh

uhhhhhhhhhhhh
that's me i'm so tired that i could barely get up i just wanted to stay in bed and say forget it i'll do something else, but i can't i know this week is going to be the hardest but yesterday oh boy, lets see i had about a thousand metal splinters, i learned how to work 6 different machines in a matter of 4 hours, they had me running 3 at the same time, i'm like ugg. it's ok, i just wish i could have a little bit of time before work, but i have to leave in like 15 mins and i'm not dressed or anything. but i got home last night went to the loo than puked 3 times and started a nosebleed during the second time. horriible oh well gotta go, ciao

the saga

just in case anyone was wondering i got my car fixed it was the battery and it cost me about 73$ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. for my make,model,and year they only sell the higher priced ones so ahhhhhh! oh well i'm thankful that i got my money from subway so that i don't have to worry about it to much.

wondering

well i'm just sitting here starting to get worried and stressed about monday it was so deppressing last night since it was my last wed night. and that's alway been my favorite time. oh well. lets see i haven't talked to any of the grls except disbro since i quit. i hate that i don't get to see them. i need to get my eye exam but i don't have the money for it now i wish i would've done it when i still had insurance cus i have to wait at least 34 days and i'm afraid that i will lose my contacts before that cus i'm on my last pair have been for at least awhile now. oh well i geuss i should make a list of things i need to get done and bills that i need to pay and stuff. definelintly have to pay my citi card! that one is just sooooo outrageous bout now.i'm hoping that i get paid pretty quickly. anyways i don't wanna think about it. i've learned from both amanda and matt that i better start saving my money now so i can have the wedding i dream about it's going to be so cool! something that's tottally me! and it's gonna be expensive. haha.my budget will consist of
85% for my monthly bills.
and 3% for a vacation
3% for my wedding
3% for a house
3% for adoption fees
and 3% for emergencys
I hope i can work plenty of overtime, and that i'm gonna be able to handle it. of course i haven't figured out if 85% if enough for my monthly bills. and should i pay everything off or at least all 3 credit cards and my therapy before i adapt this budget?? i dunno. haha geuss what??? I found a place to go skiing in North Carolina!! I have always wanted to try it.and i am going to no matter what! haha. i'm tired of living my life scared to do anything so i'm gonna do it!!! the only thing i'm worried about is the ski lift cus i'm afraid of heights. i'm excited about NC i haven't been on a vacation in a long time. i can't wait to go shopping for some clothes!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! sorry i got kinda excited. haha. well ~ciao bellas~

time goes by..

as time goes by it seems like we forget what happened this day 6 years ago, 6 years?!?! i can't believe its been that long, lets all pause and reflect.. ok. i'm so very frustrated, because i was supposed to have therapy today but my car won't start so i can't go! arrg.. me and dad have to go and get a new battery. hope it's not to expensive. it's weird how when you think things should go ok they decide that they arent'. everything with my finances wouldve been fine if this hadn't happened. i'm still ok just tight. i'll be glad to start getting some paychecks, but it has been very nice being off work. well i haven't had a chance to go to the store yet and so i have no food almost. and i'm hungry. i woke up this morning and could barely drag myself outta bed, but i have been staying up till like 2 and 3 in the morning trying to get used to it, the only thing that might be bad after i start at aisin is going to sunday morning service cus it'll throw me off kilter i'd rather continue to stay up late during the weekend and just go to the night service but i don't wanna miss the morning service. oh well i'll figure it out. it's obvious isn't it that i have wayy to much time on my hands that i am able to write a book everytime i update this thing!!?!?!haha ~ciao bellas and fellas~

top left side: me and katiebugg!

top right side: my beautiful!!

bottom: me! i just now figured out how to post pics so i'll post pics of everybody!!

katelynn nicole disbro..

it's only 1 pm.....

well, it is only 1 pm and i've had more excitment this morning then all of last week! well i got a call very early this morning from disbro, she had katelynn nicole on saturday, she has a head full of hair and thankfully looks just like her mommy! she weighed 6lbs7.7oz. shes a cuttie! normally i don't hold babies but i made an exception for her. disbro was in tears when she called me because there had been a lot of drama! oh by the way she was only in labor for 45 mins :( she just got lucky! haha. she had the epideral when she called me on saturday and she was dialated 4 cm well they said she was at 80% and in an hour she had dialated to 8! she had katiebug pretty fast. but during her labor her babys daddy/fiance decided to get into it with her dad (who didn't like him to begin with) and i'm not sure why or anything but they were fighing and he tried to hit disbros mom so when i got to the hospital today disbro said that her parents were down there getting a restraining order. i got to her door and there was a note saying you had to go to the nurses station to get permission to go in there. crazy! which i'm glad that they finnally saw how he was which he is the same one who hit amanda while trying to get to chris. he has a mean temper. so now she really is a single parent and she is just so scared and stuff. but her mom called the room while i was with disbro and she needed some info from her to get the restraing order, well katiebugg started to fuss and disbro was trying to get her stuff out and hold her and the phone so i offered to hold her, and then i held her for awhile, shes a cutie!
thought the excitment was over didn't you? haha nope.
i decided to go up to walmart and fill up my tank, well i had trouble yesterday with my car and it wouldn't start so dad had it hooked up to a slow charger last night, this morning i went out to go to the hospital and my car started ok it took a couple tries but it was fine and same for when i left the hospital well i went out to my car to leave walmart and inside i had run into chris getting a gas card to well my car wouldn't start, so i called chris to come take me to ovo and we borrowed some cables we had to push my car out into the lane and people were getting aggravated, but we finnally got it to start so on the way home i decided to call andy to see what his decision was about giving me my rightfully earned bonus, and i was prepared to turn him into the labor and wage office for not giving scheduled breaks and turning him in for working school kids past the allowed time. but he didn't know that, well thankfully he said go to hanover and get 100$ from jean, so thank goodness! i really need it especially since i think i have to get a new battery.but i'm so thankful none of this happened my first week of work. so God was looking out for me there! ok now i'm done writing this novel i need to clean the house up a bit and attempt to find some food.

chillaxin..

well i awoke this morning to pip barking his head off, it's times like these that i wish he was mute! haha. aww hes sitting on the bench sleeping.... our air conditioner froze up yesterday so dad had to use my hair dryer to get all the ice off, it was sooo hot in here. i woke up with my knee throbbing so i geuss its going to rain today. i have my last therapy session this tuesday the last one till my insurance kicked in and the only reason i'm going is because she is doing it for free. thank goodness! i can't wait till i'm able to start going back everyweek! i'm thinking of sewing a dress for the ren festival but it's such short notice since they are going oct 6th. plus i can sew the costume and get all excited about it and then boom i might have to work that day. hopefully i don't have to pull too many saturdays.welp ciao for now!!

stressin....

hello all!!!
this is my first blog entry so exciting!! well i'm sure some of you all know that i quit my job on monday. it's been such a hassle getting the money they owe me, but i've decided to let it go i no longer want anything to do with subway! my boss jean she is such the actress! haha i'm tellin ya that grl can make you think she cares and when things don't go her way she turns into an ogre! haha.. the only reason any of this bothers me is because i hate it when people are mad or upset at me. but enough about that. i'm very excited to start aisin!! money, money money moneyyyyy! haha, it not all about the benjamins it's also an outward show of how i've grown and progressed. anyways thanks everyone for being patient with me and loving me i know i'm not the easiest person in the world! anywho i better go i'm starting to get all mushy!