time goes by..

as time goes by it seems like we forget what happened this day 6 years ago, 6 years?!?! i can't believe its been that long, lets all pause and reflect.. ok. i'm so very frustrated, because i was supposed to have therapy today but my car won't start so i can't go! arrg.. me and dad have to go and get a new battery. hope it's not to expensive. it's weird how when you think things should go ok they decide that they arent'. everything with my finances wouldve been fine if this hadn't happened. i'm still ok just tight. i'll be glad to start getting some paychecks, but it has been very nice being off work. well i haven't had a chance to go to the store yet and so i have no food almost. and i'm hungry. i woke up this morning and could barely drag myself outta bed, but i have been staying up till like 2 and 3 in the morning trying to get used to it, the only thing that might be bad after i start at aisin is going to sunday morning service cus it'll throw me off kilter i'd rather continue to stay up late during the weekend and just go to the night service but i don't wanna miss the morning service. oh well i'll figure it out. it's obvious isn't it that i have wayy to much time on my hands that i am able to write a book everytime i update this thing!!?!?!haha ~ciao bellas and fellas~