settled

well i'm all settled into the apartment now, i love it! curious though cus i haven't been through my first seymour storm, i'm sure i'll be fine. i'm getting internet and cable put in on thursday so you'll probly see more updates. well i better run gotta go to walmart and get gas. ciao!

gone gone gone

well i moved in to my new home yesterday, we tried to warn the guys that the stairs were really steep and they didn't believe us, but they got there and were like oh wow they are steep, i felt so bad for them it was killer going up and down and up and down. but i got everything unpacked last night and my apartment is all set up so i'm an independent woman now. an independent woman who had her wallet stolen outta her car with her money and license and checks i'm very mad! but whatever it is what it is. i'm getting ready to go to the store tonight in seymour and spend an arm and a leg it takes a lot to get my cupboards stocked with the normal stuff like flour and sugar. well i better go now until sunday! adios!

first night

well i spent the first night in my new home last night, it was interesting cus i think my neighbors were moving out last night sneaking out more like it. and a train went by and the whole place shook a little and he blew his horn for like 10 mins straight. but i slept good the air works really good to. i'm taking a break from packing and stuff but i better get back to it. ciao!

zombie

i feel like a zombie with only 5 hours sleep. thank goodness i don't have to do cables today i probly would've died. my legs hurt! i'[m up and i got my shower i just need to get dressed and head out, mom and sis just left. it would be nice to have a nice lunch with them, if i get up there quick enough and can help them. so i better go now ciao!

sigh

if you could hear it you would hear a really huge sigh, it's been such a stressful week and it's not even over yet. i hate packing. i've been putting it off as much as possible. but it doesn't work. friday is the day the last day to clean and pack. i have to be up super early tommorow cus we have to be in to work an hour earlier since we are off friday, and i have ubber amounts of errands to do. i have to go sign the lease and give one of the original keys back to the landlord, and i have to go get a few things for the apartment, and i'm gonna try to go early enough to help clean, i should'nt even be up still and blogging cus i have to take a shower but oh well i can't help it. i need to destress, this is sooo much at once, i can feel it all finnally taking its toll, i've been to the apartment last night and tonight to drop stuff off, i took a vacuum over the first night and then some waters i stuck in the fridge for mom and sis tommorow, cus they are sooo sweet and they are going to clean it for me, i feel sooo bad that i can't help, but i have to work. and i have to sleep. i've been really moody these last 2 days i almost startted crying like 3 times tonight and i think it's cus i'm really moving, it's a huge change and change as we all know is sooo diffucult for me. and i don't have therapy till the 10th, boy is she gonna be suprised, i got lost my first time going to the apartment when i dropped off the vacuum which was awful luging it up the stairs, i would love it if dad could bring either his camera or the digital to take a few pics to post up here, i do live in a really good neighborhood, so i'm lucky i live on the other side of town in the downtown area, which is a lot better. i'm gonna have to carry a flashlight with me or something to get in my apartment cus the lights in the hallway are never on, one is burnt out. so that has to be replaced. i'm afraid it's gonna bother my neighbors, but it is pitch black and scary not being able to see up the stairs, i'll be fine if i have a flashlight. ace hardware is having that going out of buisness sale so mom got me a ton of stuff from there thanks mom! she has been awesome throught this whole thing, i'm not sure wether i'm gonna stay over on saturday night or wait till sunday so i don't have to get up ubber early to get to chruch. i'm gonna be so poor for awhile it stinks! i better make sure i have enough clean undies and socks and stuff for a whole week till i can bring it back to wash here on saturdays. i'm dreading the move, did i mention that my apartment is upstairs?!?! well i better go take a shower and lay my clothes out for work and go to bed, ciao!

thanks!

just wanted to say thanks to everyone for all the support and the offers of help are just pouring in! i've had a couple people offer to let me use their vehicles but i decided that it was going to be easiest for me to rent a uhaul cus i have a lot of big stuff. so thanks though! i didn't fully realize all the things it takes to stock a kitchen and bathroom, i think i'm gonna have to raid moms... haha shhh!!! j/k. well i better go so i can take a shower and go to work. ciao!