quick

well just gonna update a lil bit right quick. work stinks i'm making good money but it's tough! we've been shorthanded all week and then last night our line was shut down for almost 4 hours
because one of our caulking machines broke, so we didn't make production we were off by like 200 parts which isn't bad considering how much time we lost. speaking of losing things i've lost another 2 pounds bringing my total to 24 pounds, almost half of the 50 i wanna lose before christmas. all right i got to go so i don't be late. ciao!

changing

nobody likes change, but it's always around us, sometimes a big change and sometimes not. my parents and my sister have decided to leave and find a church that they can share their knowledge and stuff at. i have chosen to stay at the church. as difficult as it is to not go with my family especially because that's when i get to see my sister, but i'll get to see her after church. i realized that i am still needed where we are, it's only for cortney that i choose to stay, and that says a lot about how much i love her! because i've had many many problems there but it doesn't matter, when i feel like i'm not able to help anymore i'll probly leave. at first it was kinda weird at church last night but everyone made me feel welcome, well i need to clean the bathroom so ciao!

lil update

well it's a cold and wet day outside just as october should be! haha. i'm getting dressed and stuff cus i have an appt. in louisville at toyota to get an oil change and an automatic transmission flush. well i checked and i lost another 2 pounds bring me to 22 pounds, it's getting slower but i'm still losing.

well....

well.... i geuss with every good comes some bad. i got my check today and i got what i was hoping for a dollar over it actually, i worked 22.5 hours overtime to get it though! haha. then on my way home tonight...... i'm going down the road after scottsburg i don't know what that road is called, but i had turned off my brights because a car was coming well i didn't turn them on right away after that and i geuss in a way that was my mistake. because all of a sudden i see like 4 deer and i swerved to hopefully avoid them cus i couldn't stop in time. but i hit the front daddy deer i mean he was huge! at first glance you'd think it was some guy, but it was a deer. as far as i can tell at 5am it didn't do a whole lotta damage but it did mess up my frame by my headlight, it bent it in or something i dont know. i'm very aggravated about it. haha. oh well. ciao!

better

well things tonight went much better, we had all our people and i learned 2 new machines tonight i like those 2 because they are easier. i'll probly never get to use them though. haha. we get paid tommorow so excited about that! i'm still trying to figure out what to get dad plus i had to wait till i got paid cus i spent it all on work clothes. i think i've got it narrowed down to like 3 different choices. it's sad because it's really late, but hey better late than never. i'm horrible about birthdays i never remember until the last minute. then i'm to poor. haha. but i'm giving him his gift this weekend, not sure what i'm gonna do this weekend. i would like to spend time with the family. well i'm gonna hit the hay.ciao!

memories

memories, i was on my way home last night from work and it was pretty cold outside so i turnedthe heat on and it reminded me of when i was younger and we used to lay in front of the fireplace with hershey. good times!

i forgot

i forgot to mention the most interesting part of my night. i think it was around 11 pm that we heard the tornado sirens go off and we all had to run/walk to our designated areas. we of course have the smallest room in the world to fight a ton of people in. we were packed in like sardines for about 15 mins. turns out a tornado had touched down, we were very lucky. it was really scary cus i haven't had to go for shelter from a tornado since i was a kid. it was crazy if i hadn't been taking my meds i just know i would've cried like a baby. all those people in one hot uncomfortable room. well anyways. night again.

tgiaf

no that's not a misprint i meant to put the a in there. it stands for thank goodness it's almost friday. haha. although i am not to sure as to why i should behappy about that considering i have to get up 2 hours earlier than usual. moms having the house sprayed and i was sposed to do laundry and clean my room yesterday suprise suprise so now i have to do it. but i'm really tired, i geuss i will chillax for awhile than do it. my feet kill! and they stench to. haha well so far i have 12.5 hours of overtime in this week but including tommorow it'll probly be more like 15 hours of overtime. a lot! i had my 30 day eval today. my schoku cho (soka cho) aka advisor said that i'm doing a bleep of a good job so i geuss thats good i think maybe the bleep is an extra good job or something. i dunno. i'm only gonna complain about work in this blog entry cus tommorow after work i don't wanna think about work. but it stinx! haha. oh well good money. well once again it's date weekend! whoho! i think i'm going to take my perty lill self to the roadhouse and to see a movie. that sounds good! i'm getting used to going places myself. my henna didn't last long cus i scrub my arms all day long! i get soo dirty and stinky after work it's ridiculous. no way whats ridiculous is in two and a half hours i can get 650-700 parts welded and my line can only run 320 parts in that same time. horrible! we are going really slow this week. but maybe next week'll be better. well i geuss i better go take care of my stuff. it's probly best i don't even go to bed. although i had a hard time staying awake at work today. anyways. oh yeah there is an elderly lady that doesn't work on my line but in the area and she noticed my green ladies advance shirt and was asking me about it. i either wear disney or christian tshirts to work. and she knows that i act different from anyone else she told me that it was nice to see a young person without such a potty mouth/attitude. well i'm trying to figure out what i can do, so please pray for the situation. plus my team leader and our material handler they notice that i'm not an immature little brat that's only out for themself. well we had just got done sweeping and was putting the parts up that were on the floor when the team leader said to sign out at 4:45 well we had like less than a minute but i continued to finish my job and boom everyone but me and solie were outa there they didn't help clean or anything so i go to get my cooler and i notice a dustpan with a HUGE pile of parts and dirt in it so i asked solie about it and she said to leave it for one of the grls that didn't clean. i said did alicia say that? alicia is our team leader. well i don't know if she understood me or not but i went ahead and asked alicia about it and she said no she didn't say that so i stayed and finished sorting the pile and everyone else but me,alicia,and doyle (matieral handler) were there so i geuss we are now all in trouble for it and we are going to have to wait till the whole line is done with their parts before we start cleaning. i'm getting really aggravated at being lumped in with everone else just like people having problems talking on the cellphone at the wrong time and people leaving 2 and3 mins early for break we all got a verbal warning for the cellphone thing and we now have to wait till we are told like little kids to go to break which i will stand at my machine until time for break even if everyone else is gone cus i can't move on with the parts. but it's really annoying i am trying to go outta my way to help other people and tony my advisor did mention that he saw that during my eval. well i'mreally getting tired so i am going now. ciao!

whew

hmm, well it's been a long week and it's only wednesday! well we have been working super hard this week. we did get a little lucky and instead of 12 hour shifts we work 11 hours. haha. it's gooing to be good money i'm hoping to bring home 1,000 not gross but bring home. but i don't really see that happening. i'm so tired but i've gott to do laundry and clean up my room. so i better go do that. ciao!

long time coming...

well this has been a long time coming 3 days in fact! i haven't updated because i've been to tired to even get in bed! haha. lets just say work is work, we are losing one of the people on our line and i am being moved over to the first job on our line. we are going to start working 12 hour days so anywho. i'm going to torrid tommorow with amanda i'm hungry so i'm going to make some food. ciao!!

hmm

hmm, what should i write about? i don't know really not to much is gonig on anymore, i'm settling into my job, it's going a lot smoother, and we are starting to get out earlier. see originally that was a 8 hour line, they never worked over. then they lost their normal people. we got out about 2:30 last night but i stopped at walmart in scotsburg for some groceries and then got home and couldn't fall asleep. mom got me some specail socks and they help a lot! thanks mom~ well gotta go~

monday morning blues

well i geuss technically it's the monday afternoon blues haha. i just feel as though i haven't had enough sleep. the ren fest was a bust but we didn't know what it was going to be like, it was more like a bunch of people dressed up like zelda, and lotr, and pirates of the carribean. i think the ones that are going to be halfway good are the ren festivals that are at least semi permanent. i'm sad because i don't think i'll get to go to the ladies advance this year. i can't wait for thanksgiviving cus i have that weekend or so off.. can't wait! i gotta go now. ciao

i forgot

my weight loss total goes from 18 pounds to 20 pounds gone. i still don't notice it but i praise God for helping me.

weak stomachs don't read

well it's not gruesome or anything but i was in my last hour of work and started to feel like i was going to puke don't gasp yet i didn't puke at work. it got worse on the way home so i stopped and got some drink thinking it would help i think it made it worse the whole way home i had the air on full blast trying my hardest not to puke on myself or my car. well i pulled up the the stop sign on maple street and i just barely had the car in the driveway and opened the door when it started flowing! so there is cheeto puke in our driveway sorry mom and dad. i still had the car in drive and everything! well i sat there puking out my door for a few mins. then i went inside i feel better now i think i just got to tired and hot at work. i figured that as soon as i puked i'd feel better i'm going to sit on the chair for awhile and since i got home so early i'm gonna take a shower and stuff and set up the sewing machine but wait till like 5 to sew it in case i wake anyone up. well i'm very excited to go to the festival i mean seriously excited!!!!! sorry i'll stop now. ciao!

here goes.

well here goes... hope my dya goes ok. i lied last night about the 1 pound cus i actually lost another pound bringing the total to 18 pounds. i'm tired!!! oh well. see ya'll after work!

relief

well i can let out half a sigh of relief because i part of my costume done, i was up till about 7 pinning it all together not to mention i didn't have a plan or pattern so that takes even longer! i'm still not 100% on the shirt but i geuss we'll see it as we go.... i'm sure a lot of you all thought that i wouldn't get it pinned, and man i wish i hadn't procrastinated. i worked till about 4 this morning and i need to go to bed soon cus i go in an hour early on fridays so hopefully i'll get out in time to take a shower, sew my outfit, maybe steal a few zz's on the couch and then get up for the ren festival i know i won't be able to sleep in anticipation there is only 1 thing i want and that is a GIANT henna tattoo on my arm i never could get it cus of subway but now i can. hopefully i have enough money. haha. well i know mom had study last night with theresa i wonder how it went. i wish i could be there, but oh well. i gained back 1 pound:( you know i can't tell that i've lost anyweight, i don't know if it's cus i am kinda swollen or something from standing for long time then laying down for a long time. i'm going to bed!!!!

something different??

i feel like i write the same thing over and over again on this thing.
i feel like i write the same thing over and over again on this thing.
gotcha! haha that was funny and you know it! well anyways i just got outta the shower it was SO nice! i'm getting ready to pin my outfit together in order to sew it i swear when i get home friday night/saturday morning i'm gonna be sewing the stupid thing!! haha, but i SWEAR if it kills me i'm gonna have a costume this time, i didn't bother to get one or sew one last year cus i thought i was to fat , well not anymore! to me it's not as fun without a costume speaking of fat..... where is mine going?? i lost another 5 pounds bringing my total to drumroll pls......... 17 pounds mia! i'm so excited and i just can't hide it! come on sing it with me now!! i'm so excited that i just can't hide it... ok no ones singing.. awkward pause... anyways i better quite procrastinating (sp?) good night all i'll be here all week!!
ps: HAPPY B-DAY DADDY!!!!!!

agg

agg it's almost wednesday and i still haven't sewed my costume i'm just soo tired that i don't get up till an hour before i have to leave for work i have to get up early one day though so i can sew my outfit and clean the bathroom. oh well i've been thinking about my tattoo and i know mom really wants me to get it fixed and i do to i just never had the money and it was hard to do with subway and everything but in a couple of checks i think i'm going to go to madtown ink and get it fixed. who knows? had an hour and a half of overtime tonight. we didn't get a last break either i was soo aggravated. oh well we got outta there 15 mins quicker. well i'm going to bed night!

way to early

it's way to early for mom and dad to be up i don't know how they do it! anyways i just got home not that long ago. so i just wanted to write a quick one. ciao! oh yeah, my feet didn't hurt as bad cus i double up on the socks! haha and i had to work overtime. now ciao!

was excited

well i was so excited to start my new job, but now i hate it. so i know i'm not gonna be there for a long long time. it's up in the air i have to stay there until at least after december. but i'm thinking that mayb e i should stay till i get all my bills paid off. like my 6,000 massage school loan, my 500 card, my 300 card and my citi card, and try to pay off the rest of my car, i'll be satisfied though if i could pay off all my cards and my loan. if i get a little bit of a bigger check i should be able to pay off my 300 card this next check and then i'll have all my bills for the month paid so i could pay off my 500 card next check. i'm just so frustrated by work. i like haveing the weekends off but. it's just such hard work. the biggest thing is my feet hurting. i don't know if it's just something to get used to or what. anyways i better go get dressed for work and then i'm gonna get the sewing machine out. although i don't really wanna sew anything until i know for sure we won't have to work saturday, we should be ok. i mean we usually get done in about 10 or 11 hours everyday so unless we have an abnormal amount or something things should be ok. i have so been looking forward to the ren festival. i might be a grouch cus i won't have very much sleep but i think i'm learning to go with less. i've gotta call an schedule another therapy appointment. i need it really bad!!! i hate going a week without and it's been a while since i last went there . ok ciao!