glam or not?

when you grow up it seems so glamorous and awesome but no one warns you that when you live away from your hometown and are broke and can't go home how boring it is, i haven't left this apartment except to go to church and it's boring filled with oldies but its so anxiety filledgoing to a new church i just need some time like at one church. i'm bored crazy!! at least if i was at moms i'd have peeps to talk to and stuffplus with dad bein gone i bet moms missin him. plus i miss the comfort of the church i already know.just hate adjusting to new stuff but i have to. anywho i geuss i'll go sit and watch some mo tv.. and be bored.... haha ciao!