21

well i'll be turning 21 this saturday seems weird considering all the threats of ddo you wanna make to 21 then .... fill in the blank of whatever i didn't do. haha. sometimes i get so mad at myself for not doing what i know needs to be done, like keeping my room clean, and cleaning the bathroom, not hard jobs at all! i think this year is going to be different i'm a grown woman now, and i need to act like it. i've got to set little goals and achieve them that is the key, i tend to look at the whole picture and get so overwhelmed that i think well why bother this is gonna happen or that's gonna happen. i just feel like i'm stuck i'm not sure wat the deal is, do i need to get out of the house? i honestly don't know. right now financially it wouldn't be a good thing. but maybe that's what i need a new start in my own place, but what if its not what i need? who knows! well i g2g to work which is going ok i'm gonna have another big check cus i have so far worked 21 hours overtime and on my last check i worked 22. i still have to days left!